There’s nothing like real life to put things in perspective.
Right now I feel extremely alone. I feel like I’m no one’s priority. I feel like no one would absolutely drop everything for me. I feel alone. I feel unappreciated. I feel like no one is truly on my side. I feel like people keep me around because it’s easier than letting me go. I sometimes feel used. I really just feel unloved. Is this what I have to look forward to for the rest of my life?
I would sacrifice my life goals in return for a lifetime of appreciation. I would give up everything I have to know that someone would be there for me through anything. I would give it all up to know that IF I give it all up, someone would be there to support me. Anyone. I would give it all up right now.
But I can’t because no one will.